I am human and I will let you down.

Here, for those of you in the Supernatural fandom, have a shit-tonne of feels. I found this song through an Instagram post a short while ago and it was the shot of Jared holding the card saying, ‘I am human, I am human, I am human and I will let you down.’ This is not okay. Not. Okay.

Anyway, I found the song just today however the picture itself hadn’t left my mind since the first time I saw it. And maybe that’s because it holds so much truth. Another song, Far From Never by The Pretty Reckless, includes the line, ‘no one will never let you down’ which I have begun to be accustomed to saying in the recent months since I heard that song for the first time also.

With risk of seeming incredibly pessimistic, when someone tells you that they’re never going to let you down, no matter how genuine they are or how much they mean it, they will.

It may well just be something incredibly small, but all the same, it hurts.

But this is human nature, we simply cannot build relationships with other people without something sometimes getting in the way, that’s just how it is.

Also, I’m not saying that as soon as someone lets you down, that’ll be the end of it, because for the majority of the time, it won’t be, and I firmly believe that people deserve second chances, sometimes third chances, but it’s when you find yourself continuously giving someone more chances that it becomes a problem.

Anyway, that kind of swerved a little away from the original thought (and I apologise for the fact that this is incredibly poorly written, I may well rewrite this sometime).

I don’t tell people that I’ll never let them down any more. It’s not true.

And when, during a fall out or argument or whatever you so wish to imagine, they tell me that I told them that I’d never let them down, I know that I said exactly the opposite.

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(A more light-hearted post will be up soon, don’t worry ^-^)

Sunday Sunshine :]

So it’s Sunday and for once, the weather has stopped being so crap! It’s sunny! Yayayayay! My mood is just so much better when it’s sunny out. Lalalalalala 😀
Admittedly, it is quite windy, but whatever. Not going to let that spoil my happiness!
Right now, I’m just sitting on my bed, looking out the window at the blue sky, listening to music *checks what song is playing* – It’s Hopeless Wanderer by Mumford & Sons in case you were wondering, which you probably weren’t… and I’m talking to le sexy garçon so it’s a pretty good afternoon!
I still have to revise for a Spanish assessment tomorrow… and finish a piece of work for French, but that can wait. I’m going over to my friend’s in a bit and that will involve questing for the limited-edition KitKat Chunky flavours (le sexy garçon recommended the coconut so I’m going to have to try it now…) and discovering how the hell to feed her chickens and her cat. She’s off to somewhere nice, hot and sunny in a couple of weeks and I have been given the duty of looking after her pets… So that should be interesting. Lalalalalala I’m getting paid for it as well, even though I said there was no need *really meaning you don’t have to… but that would be nice… after all I am getting up nearly an hour earlier for a week.* But hey. The fact that she is going away makes me depressed because that means I’ll be alone with my so-called ‘friends’. Great fun.
But whatever.
I’m currently deciding whether to try and persuade mother to let me dye my hair or not. I have no clue what colour I’d do it. I have natural blondey-browney hair at the moment and brown eyes… any ideas? I love the idea of going red, but it’s mainstream. It’s freaking sexy though. Purple sounds good, but whether or not that would suit me I have no idea.

See you later mes amis!

xx

ohmygod 50 likes!

How did that happen?! Thank you guys so much, it’s awesome to have that reaction! In the short while I’ve been here, I’ve been able to talk to some really awesome people (you guys know who you are XD) and I think it’s awesome that I can talk to you guys. I think one of the reasons I started girlwiththesilverlocket was so I could talk to people who don’t know me about things, be it problems or just favourite bands for example. And I have been able to do that so thank you so much! 🙂

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